Fox

course once someone has been bombed they don't
really have the opportunity to appeal do they

an axl broke

helicopters buzzing overhead ...
propellers snagged on ropes

the chords

sniffer dogs
this twisted version of justice
leaving them bound and gagged on the floor
rolled on to her knees and rose to her feet

her cellphone was left on the coffee table
flames spread through the building, creating a huge blaze
which lit up the forestfollowed by a nightmarish tow across the Gulf

the slow crawl resumed
an entry point for big vessels, tankers and cargo ships
I let it crash all over me

i just feel as though I'm crunching
screams tears and pain
and pushing

turning out tiny people
my breath begins to gutter alarmingly
i do not have the stamina for this
unrelenting high emotion

I heard a choking sound and realised it was me
a gutting grating rasp
I could see myself from the outside
as though I were someone else ...

my eyeballs are outside my head






1.31am, 15.02.13. © Lizarikk

and what if there had been 
more help available .... that was 
by far my longest relationship and one
i never really recovered from ... and the joke
is that yous have him down as a black sheep ... 



13.31, 1.01.13.  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yS8eZLNpFJI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7z3TPwOT31g

4pm, 2.02.13. 

sort of Kurt Cobain figure

he was just very spontaneous 
which meant acting out all the nasty stuff as well ... 

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he seems very well read these days but 
meh that stubborn dogmatism ... 


23.16, 30.01.13. 
© Lizarikk

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some people take going wild
the whole hog 


1980s

another time we arranged
that I would leave the front door
open so that he could sneak in you know
it was all fun and games when we weren't punching 
each others lights out 

troubles r us 




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he jumps on 
her from behind
as she walks through the door putting his 
hand over her mouth making her shiver like a wolf 



13.02, 18.01.13. 


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can't you see the different 
varables ? 

we need 
somes kind of 
currency to describe 
different types of cheating Trix ... 

I mean for instance the marinade thing is 
more a different sort of betrayal
than a cheat ... 


and I 
haven't had
anything for four years ... 
you know and if I make enough
fuss about is you won't be able to stop me ... 


now that I know what you do ...



10.58am,  20.08.12., 12.07  © Lizarikk/ 19.29