Saturday, 11 August 2012

stuff to work on















22.51 misc notes / draft 





sinewy
kicking off

crunching dissonance and skewed rhythm

a creative trance 

primitive
pagan

boos and hisses
excited, disgusted, and … happy

an unstoppable rhythmic vortex from which there is only one way out

through the terrible dissonance that ends the piece, and the single chord that kills her
bassoon 

dagger-like dissonances
jerky, jolting rhythms
plundered
feel in your gut
pulverise
being sacrificed by spellbinding and savagely cruel music
 







Monday, 11 February 2013


misc notes

23.52

deep drunken
questions at 3am
the veterans of Britains nuclear
tests ... Id spent alot of time defending my trade

to everyone who thought tabloid journalists
were the scum of the earth

id covered the suffolk strangler killings

a low guttural noise
which came from my stomach

roundhouse kicking

the door knocker fell off
in my screwed up thought processes

I launched myself at him
hands outstretched

when I tried to break free
I was thrown atainst a wall ...







misc draft 

14.17, 10.02.13. 

did you never feel the animal scream
when you took a mouthful 
I used to cry after going fishing 

my stomachs feel 
like theyre glued together 

i just feel totally fucked

the tragedy is 
im not where I 
intended to go ... I'm 
actually stranded somewhere 
and I can't phone you because its bugged ... 


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a fight between 
two men that ended with a  ruptured ligament 

must I behave according to your expectations

and I didn't like him ... you know 
at primary school we always said the best
friendships started with an argument ... 

since when do girls hit back? 











on the lip of a complete and utter nervous breakdown
rhythmic, angry, injecting volatile emotion , rang in my head
a riot grrrl

splintered psyches
unmitigated 
have driven her even madder?
Laid in bed for three days just to be sure
The Bell Jar

dust, grit, and a wall of dirt – the earth, right there in the basement
psychic pain
some world seemed to fall away from under us, and keep falling and falling

she can be a bit frightening 
her fierceness and originality

talk back to any inner voices
we may have lost a raw sense of how awful, terrifying, and bleak is the real thing
The Bell Jar restores the horror

sardonic and bitter
from deep within the self
trumpets crammed with sexual organs

the brute heart of a brute like you
the generational tugs, the hauntings

big, dark feeling
a toxic cocktail

mad and bad 
Utterly unasked for





3pm, 9.02.13. misc notes 














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i just confined her to a cupboard ...
you should see what they did to the gymnasts
in the 70s ... they were subjected to 
corporal and sexual punishments

it gave them that edge ... 


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a shock to the 
spine a twisted psychpath
humiliation injuries, stripped of 
armour ... pommeled like
a tortured donkey 

a thrusting 
injury through 
the right buttock 
into the pelvis ... they 
took care not to slash the 
face about too much as its

lugged from the battle field ...
with the largely undamaged face 
up itself a significant and sinister point ... 

hiding the savage blow from a 
halbend a fearsome medieval
pike-like weapon which 
sliced through bone 
into the brain 

like being hit by 
a carpark



19.35, misc notes/draft 5.01.13. 



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22.39,    29.01.13. 

nb I delegated my copyright to Loz Jewel HotDog Row and Frip in my absence ... also Leveson acknowledged that where a person becomes aware that they have been filmed or recorded they can say yay or nay to the use of that film either on the grounds of privacy or copyright ... which is also why i made this delegation ... 

if i change who is in it i will specifically say so otherwise please make sure you know who they are ... 
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loves hunting because, he likes ". . . the trees . . . the way the trees are . . ." The recurring theme of "one shot", which is how Mike prefers to take down a deer, is introduced


raises his glass and says "fuck it" to everyone's shock and amazement

After being restrained by the others from starting a fight

Steven and Angela drink from conjoined goblets

it is believed that if they drink without spilling any wine, they will have good luck for life





00.15, 3.02.13. 

runs through the streets of town, stripping himself naked
Nick chases him down and begs him not to leave him "over there" if anything happens

Mike, Nick, Stanley, John, and Axel go deer hunting one last time, and Michael again scores a deer with "one shot"

 a tense match

The three float downriver on a tree branch
Steven breaks both legs in the fall
he stops a South Vietnamese military truck and places the wounded Steven on it, asking the soldiers to take care of him. Nick, who is psychologically damaged, recuperates in a military hospital in Saigon

aimlessly stumbles

At one point, he encounters Julien Grinda, a champagne-drinking friendly Frenchman outside a gambling den where men play Russian roulette for money. Grinda entices the reluctant Nick to participate, and leads him into the den. Mike is present in the den, watching the game, but the two friends do not notice each other at first. When Mike does see Nick, he is unable to get his attention. When Nick is introduced into the game, he grabs the gun, fires it at the current contestant, and then again at his own temple, causing the audience to riot in protest. Grinda hustles Nick outside to his car to escape the angry mob

struggles with his feelings

Mike goes hunting with Axel, John, and Stanley one more time, and after tracking a deer across the woods, takes his "one shot" but pulls the rifle up and fires into the air

Mike visits Steven, who has lost both of his legs and is partially paralyzed. Steven reveals that someone in Saigon has been mailing large amounts of money to him, and Mike is convinced that it is Nick
He tracks down Grinda, who has made a lot of money from the Russian roulette-playing Nick
Nick appears to have no recollection of his friends

Mike sees the needle tracks on Nick's arm

He realizes that Nick thinks that he and Steven are dead, since he is the only one who made it back on the helicopter Mike enters himself in a game of Russian roulette against Nick, hoping to jog Nick's memory and persuade him to come home, but Nick's mind is gone. In the last moment, after Mike's attempts to remind him of their hunting trips together, he finally breaks through, and Nick recognizes Mike and smiles. Nick then tells Mike, "one shot", raises the gun to his temple, and pulls the trigger. The bullet is in the gun's top chamber, and Nick kills himself


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the thunderer pre facelift
still smarting from her rejection of the role 
a none too subtle shield 
a nice intersection of fate 
i felt as if i was holding a burning paper 
writing the fake stories for the prop newspaper 
grumbling to his wife about the bad reviews
just to drive the nail into the coffin 
noose tightening twists 
dead bodies manhunts acts of sabotage 

exposition 
man dies in freak car accident 
american expats read the new york herald tribune 
in black mail ferrety london criminals read the daily herald 

using the media to isolate a character while they reacted to some personally mortifying item ... 
a pitiless closeup 
stunt foie gras
Clouzot the Gallic Hitchock 
a clammy miasmic thriller 
in a playful mood serving up spot on impersonations 
corpulent 

the scene wraps
charismatic 
spiral pull 


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Hitchcocks boyfriend was the producer ... 
who had a bit of a thing with Trippy Headwrong ... 

smashing open the portals of hell a bit of an understatement 
an underpant statement 
the real life horrors he put them though
smuggling plots of mind-blowing intricacy and genius 

a pit of roiling snakes including medical models
proxies and legal loopholes
armies of senators marching like killer thriller zombies a clack a clack 
click clack  

puppetting mps and even a member of the Royal family ... like that time when they lied about vaporising the LSD files ...



curtains of statutes sweeping the atlantic 
professional negligence suits 

not too obvious 
the lovely wings compelling  
you just have to sing along 
he made damn sure he finished them  ...
in one scene ... 

I suppose he must have enjoyed sneaking up on them in the darkroom .. did he have a bit of a droblem  

Selznick was pulled through a trap door leaving Trippy with a zombie impersonator ... 

goddamn jigsaw cutting 


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2.15am 3.02.13. misc notes/draft 

trippy head wrong sound files 2am 3.02.13. 
havent works out how to upload it yet
yes i know they are shite quality people still might want to nick them though   




I'm trying to get that smacking beat
from Thriller 
with dracula chords going backwards

and a repetitive electronic voice going 'Hitchcock had a boyfriend'

you know like the werewolf dub step voice

hitch hitch 

hitchcock 



and then working up to a stomp
sound of a crowd stamping shouting hitchcock as a beat 


6.01.13. 00.25am 

on the video you've got sort of Laibach/De Stijl kind of dancers and clips of crowds making synchronised gestures of worship for dictators

screams and ghostly bird echoes 





the song is for Scarecrow and Alfred if they want 

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the raging hormones of youth jackhammering
where the g spot crunches ... shots
of nervous shock the nagging
pain of exposure a fevered
tempest coursing her
veins a fugue of
severe mental
stress

she beats
the ground with her fists
enriching the uranium
the mods were on the uppers
they like the buzz
the oilskins the
all night cafes

digging my grave
a tishooo the liquid smoke
the fat lady sings a flatmate from hell
a slot machine the traffic lights
you smell of dirt




misc notes/draft 
12.19pm, 1.02.13.



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bed pan black humour 
embalming rags
the hot breath of a lab rat
dribbling gone her rear   

hallway stair well alter
jack toss yank the savage beast of rage 
a blowgun spiny bristling speech 

gritted fists caustic 
a burnished light that sees with one eye 
through a crystal skull 

the burned children 
scabrous skin of hands contaminated 
with biological weapons 

foolish fire the spook light on the hill 




20.20, 28.01.13.  © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved





geranium tofu  

excitement that punches me in the gut
as I lick your lips 
locked on to a polarised battle 

just a pornified fuck toy 

even the horns of a cretan bull can't get access to 
I can smell her reviews a mile off … 

precocious machine guns 

the fatal plunge 

a visceral feeling of hurt 

control freak rent at the seams
with ripped gusto 

gripped by new age fever

nakedness in the other sense
long suffering luminosity 
hi float sealing in the helium 

one of the many frayed edges of the story 

nakedness in the other sense 

I reacted with acute sensitivity

scrawled across the screen a cry for help
camera hovers close to my contrition

a healthy tampon smells like steak rather than fish

maybe its something else causing the 
inflammation thats making 
my head spin 

trills and buzzes of the hummingbirds

the wings of courage 




18.08  © Lizarikk  misc draft 






massive hypnic jerk reflex
restless legs that shook
and shook in the pressure vacuum
of space like the leg of a dead frog
juddering from the copper in its body

deployed to an ice planet
marked for death
patients horribly experimented on
a mass escape deathstar drone
respawning the thresher maw
sandworm-like beings that burst from the 
ground, spew 
deadly goo at you, submerge, and emerge elsewhere

Multiple times, we had the creature emerge from directly 

underneath us, which either resulted in an unavoidable 
insta-kill or getting stuck in the thresher's geometry 
while the camera jittered madly
almost certain to be trashed multiple times

There are some really interesting hacks—especially ones 

that turn the AR Drone into a hunter-seeker. Others 
can track objects, or even follow you like a pet. 
Why hasn't Parrot hasn't included those

I happened to have a hot crash right after plugging it in. 

Unfortunately, I don't have video of that. The hard 
shut-down disrupted the writing of the file. A 
real bummer. Sometimes having a record 
of your big failure can ease the embarrassment

tron grid transfer mix
alien grinding of cicadas
a tremor to shake the foundations of society
even stout hearts tremble
even as the windows rattle on
a ship rolling on heavy seas water quivering
with rapid rhythmic motion

a note held for too long sparging
the water face muscles wedged into a convulsion

shaken from my dreams




00.38am 23.01.13. © Lizarikk


a collecting society member noticed 
his music was being played which 
opened a prestigious case … 

that celeb seems awfully tight 
about her privacy i think ill just rip 
the wall off … 

flintiness to drive it home
ploughing my own 

furrow 

the fuse was lit 
expectations teased out 
appeared to hesitate ratcheting 
up the tension she skirted around 
the occultatio against all odds might 
value your privacy … might privatise your
value even … spitting and punching she spiked
the joke … a sudden steely urge a fourth nod for
the struggle … the idiosyncrasies and split nerves 
bombed the end of a rehab project the echo chamber of 
hysterical hopes my heads rolled … raging against my good 
sense i tossed out the form … bounding off in another direction
the race blown open with rabble rousing. High wire antics and excitable
tomfoolery subject to intrepid heist … the experts in uproar trying to guess … 







4pm, 15.01.13. © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved








knickertine 
the sensitive quick under 
the nails where the bogey men are
and the dead scatter logical pinky shank 
the shirt hurled the bull on the floor over 
the storm it chucked the idea around … 
throwing back his head ducked 
the blow … and tossed 
his opponents 




21.24, 10.01.13.  
© Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved





the new mega-rocket
passed a series of critiques that
laid out the specification, execution and
inventory requirements for the heavy-lift booster is
being designed to carry out the agency's future human space

expedition goals, such as sending astronauts to visit an asteroid
or other planets ... next-generation rocket, a leviathan of a
booster expected to launch astronauts deeper into space
than ever before passing a key milestone it reaches
heights of over forty metres the cricket test
flight shows the rocket soaring up into
the Alabama sky, then smoothly
descending to land on
four legs

its biggest
test yet — a 12-story soargasm
hop and silky landing the experimental
reusable rocket made its highest and longest flight yet
on Dec. 17, marking the prototype's third successful test by the
private spaceflight company orange blue a nuclear fission of camp

theatricality erupts he in prima donna frustration at her lateness
compulsion is such an intrigue on a film set that it must
always find outlet somewhere. The lightning conductor
… an intense, illusory liaison alchemized into a
dream-factory creation the woman behind the
mask tender unguarded moments. Private
she reveals of herself, and it is quite
alternative face, almost startling
in its veracity. The crippling
overwhelming fear that
must have doubted her

this all-too-human
fragility that truly overwhelms
her marrow, which was her captivating need
to connect maybe you're not doing enough to convince
me the body doesnt exist … seeing it was you that wanted one …



© Lizarikk 8.01.13. 20.36




anaesthetic 
machines cuckoo clocks
reed organ harmonium musette de cour 
deadpan vulture the hindmost rudder … putting 
Thurston in a tighter box … the fireworks trailed off into 
darkness a fishing flutter tail … straight in out referendum 
four pints adrift officers had ganged the tail in an undercover 
inquiry To layer the current merges in the document click 
the topmost layer and press Ctrl+ Shift + Alt + E. Is my
prick teased if i want to grope half way through 
a stop or if someone parties the gatecrash
and stashes my nick significantly
sensitive bumpy goose 





© Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved 


20.49, 10.01.13.

anxiety can begin so innocently you notice someone in the
front row tapping his feet. You wonder to yourself whether you're really
maintaining a steady rhythm. Then someone else whispers something to her
neighbor, and you worry that perhaps your hair is disheveled or your tie is
crooked, you look plump or maybe you're making those funny grimaces again that you thought
you'd conquered. Worse they are probably discussing how weird or
inauspicious your interpretation is, or they are commenting on the discords

Oh, your therapist is really
going to yell at you
Your hands are shaking or sweaty or clammy. Maybe you're
not cut out for this stuff after all...

Do not judge what just happened or is about to happen. Self-judgment during a
performance is pointless because it takes you out of the moment
it introduces a verbal aspect into
an activity that is most successful when it is non-verbal. Reserve judgment for
after the performance, preferably after you have listened to other people's
reviews and critiques

When you are about to make a crescendo, for
example, intend to do it and then feel it as you are doing it. There is nothing
verbal about this process

truly remarkable what paranoid ingenuity most of us generate during
performance in order to slaughter ourselves

the neck muscles contract, bringing the head down and shoulders up, while the back muscles draw the spine into a concave curve. This, in turn, pushes the pelvis forward and pulls the the body into a classic fetal position

fight and flight for the toughest attacks ...

anxiety usually has physical symptoms that may include a racing heart, a dry mouth, a shaky voice, blushing, trembling, sweating, and nausea

the circuit in my head registered an illegal operation
Stop jerking me around succus
that freakin nut job had the world by the balls

stamp visible




3.19am, 10.01.12. © Lizarikk




Where two tectonic plates converge, if one or both of the plates is oceanic lithosphere, a subduction zone will form.  An oceanic plate will sink back into the mantle.  Remember, oceanic plates are formed from mantle material at midocean ridges.  Young oceanic lithosphere is hot and buoyant (low density) when it forms at a midocean ridge.  But as it spreads away from the ridge and cools and contracts (becomes denser) it is able to sink into the hotter underlying mantle.  Three key features are associated with subduction zones: a deep ocean trench, a volcanic arc on the overriding plate parallel to the trench, and a plane of earthquakes, shallow near the trench and descending beneath and beyond the volcanic arc.








The deep ocean trench occurs where the oceanic plate bends downward for its descent into the mantle.  The bending of the lithosphere also produces an outer bulge, seaward of the trench.


http://myweb.cwpost.liu.edu/vdivener/notes/subd_zone.htm


The longest earthquake ruptures on strike-slip faults, like the San Andreas Fault (1857, 1906), the North Anatolian Fault in Turkey (1939) and the Denali Fault in Alaska (2002), are about half to one third as long as the lengths along subducting plate margins, and those along normal faults are even shorter

Wiki

In addition, there exists a hierarchy of stress level in the three fault types. Thrust faults are generated by the highest, strike slip by intermediate, and normal faults by the lowest stress levels. This can easily be understood by considering the direction of the greatest principal stress, the direction of the force that ‘pushes’ the rock mass during the faulting. In the case of normal faults, the rock mass is pushed down in a vertical direction, thus the pushing force (greatest principal stress) equals the weight of the rock mass itself. In the case of thrusting, the rock mass ‘escapes’ in the direction of the least principal stress, namely upward, lifting the rock mass up

This difference in stress regime in the three faulting environments can contribute to differences in stress drop during faulting, which contributes to differences in the radiated energy, regardless of fault dimensions

The majority of tectonic earthquakes originate at the ring of fire in depths not exceeding tens of kilometers 


14.40, 16.08.12. 





18.15pm



suggestions for a shagging compilation

zz Top gimme all your lovin

Death in Vegas aisha

Stones driving too fast

Goldfrapp dance tracks

Foreigner hot blooded

9.01.13.

11.32

probably most of Metallica apart from the slow ones can't remember

REM Low Desert

Free the stealer

11.31

nickelback pants around your feet

old enough

jj cale cocaine

public image public image

Oasis supersonic remixes 



nb someone has interfered with this post 20.01.13. 

Foo Fighters times like these 

Jay Z the bounce

Beyonce bootilicious 

Christina Aguilera you get mine ill get yours 

Nicks/Buckingham sorcerer 





22.01.13. 

Max Linen the Soulshaker 

David Bowie Im afraid of Americans 

Blur She's so High 

Paul McCartneys Ram On 

actually these need to be divided into three tempos ... 

Katy Perrys Peacock 






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13.45
ok Jewels shall we give this another go ... 
try to work out where the line is hun ... 
I'm putting Jewel back in ... 
thats Jewel Row Frip Hotdog and Loz in my delegation 
try not to get put out again cus i can't keep doing this .... 

5.34am 

I've taken Jewel out again hopefully temporarily 

so that leaves Frip Row Loz and Hotdog in my delegation ....  



*************** 1.27, i took scare out of the delegation to see what happens so that leaves Loz Jewel Hotdog Frip and Row 


10.02.13.

delegation Scare Loz Jewel Hotdog Frip Row


22.39,    29.01.13. 

nb I delegated my copyright to Loz Jewel HotDog Row and Frip in my absence ... also Leveson acknowledged that where a person becomes aware that they have been filmed or recorded they can say yay or nay to the use of that film either on the grounds of privacy or copyright ... which is also why i made this delegation ... 



19.28


i had to put jewel straight back in for various reasons


sorry for the tin foil ... delegation is Loz Jewel Frip Row HotDog and  



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4.53am 


I think Jewel might have turned on me so I'm taking her out of the delegation in order to find out .... that leave Loz Frip Row HotDog 



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13.45  15.02.13. 

ok Jewels shall we give this another go ... 
try to work out where the line is hun ... 
I'm putting Jewel back in ... 
thats Jewel Row Frip Hotdog and Loz in my delegation 
try not to get put out again cus i can't keep doing this .... 




I'm going to play see saws with jewel for a bit 

the delegation is Loz Frip Row HotDog 

Jewel will be in and out for a while 

its now 4.25am  16.02.13. 
Jewel out 




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i will post up when shes back in 




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12.21pm 16.02.13.

jewel back in the delegation


ill let you know when she is back out again







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4.21am 17.02.13.



Jewel is out of the delegation

actually i thought i should put Scare back in

not that i really wanted to but he's done alot of work ....

so the delegation is Loz Scare Frip Row Hotdog


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12.29pm, 17.02.13. 


delegation is Loz Scare Frip Row Hotdog Jewel 

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16.12


jewel is out of the delegation the others are as i left it












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