its a place you cannot go to
where you have
never been
i fell in love
with the underworld
my OCD
obsession touching
dangerous things I was
told not to go there
I learned to live
with the shame my
special dress all muddied
feeling like dust
on the pavement
I said goodbye to my self
there was something there
right between the stones
the mossy cracks
and I did pay the
price for what i tasted ...
course once someone has been bombed they don't
really have the opportunity to appeal do they
an axl broke
helicopters buzzing overhead ...
propellers snagged on ropes
the chords
sniffer dogs
this twisted version of justice
leaving them bound and gagged on the floor
rolled on to her knees and rose to her feet
her cellphone was left on the coffee table
flames spread through the building, creating a huge blaze
which lit up the forestfollowed by a nightmarish tow across the Gulf
the slow crawl resumed
an entry point for big vessels, tankers and cargo ships
I let it crash all over me
i just feel as though I'm crunching
screams tears and pain
and pushing
turning out tiny people
my breath begins to gutter alarmingly
i do not have the stamina for this
unrelenting high emotion
I heard a choking sound and realised it was me
a gutting grating rasp
I could see myself from the outside
as though I were someone else ...
my eyeballs are outside my head
1.31am, 15.02.13. © Lizarikk
deathstar ...
hissing and spitting
ssshit she can hear what
we are ssssaying ...
I can hear footsteps
on the gravel ...
feeling quite out of it
the pagan tantra
neanderthal club wielding
covered in mud and seaweed
a thing reviled .. .
the pounding rhythm
relentless on my ballet dress
trapped inside a pitcher plant
the dischord wrapped around my neck
a dichotomy too much to bear
the music making jagged
volts that snag and yank
on the muddler
the alter of diabolical ravening
1.11am , 13.02.13. misc draft
the geeks
were different you
know you'd think ewwww
those trousers how could he ...
I don't fancy that he sure is funny
though ... and the way he talks about his
insect collection ... he's probably a virgin ...
sometimes its the good stuff you can't remember
... no matter how you try ... naaaah they'll say things
like you're just trying to impress me ... must you second guess ...
11.02.13. 5.07am © Lizarikk All Rights Reserved
well ill be
blown ... no actually
you're right there was a
dream ... i totally blanked it ...
20.28
I suppose
that black mould
must have been building
up under the carpet before I realised ...
and the penicillin but that was for something else ...
20.29, 10.02.13.
I suppose
that black mould
must have been building
up under the carpet before I realised ...
and the penicillin but that was for something else ...
20.29, 10.02.13.
00.10
through
the black glass
a man pretending
to be a superhero pressed
his heart so close the colours
ran through ... stepping backwards
into the last second ... that top hat the
freakiest thing ... those tights ... Im just
doing what people normally do ... mrsa is good
... mould is good ... and if we blow up the planet ...
11.02.13. misc draft © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
00.23 11.02.13.
the hat
tips bracing
ourselves we walk
right through each other ...
for real man like fucked for days
an extremely loud buzzing insect flew into my room
Night time, window open, lamp on. long, winged, dark brown/black
with two yellowy orange bands near base of body
Quite chunky. or could have been very hairy
a hissing cockroach. Their heads point downward,
almost as if they're built for ramming
Sometimes, a roach can re-grow a lost limb when it molts
tread voids provide space for the lug to flex and deform
as it enters and exits the footprint
sidewalls contain air pressure to transmit the torque
applied by the drive axle to the tread to create higher traction
shaft axles permit the use of a differential
but will not have attached split axle housing tubes
in the retching phase, the abdominal muscles undergo
a few rounds of coordinated contractions together with the diaphragm
and the breathing muscles akin to an episode of violent hiccups
intense pressure is formed in the stomach brought about
by enormous shifts in both the diaphragm and the abdomen. These shifts are,
in essence, vigorous contractions of these muscles that last for
extended periods of time - much longer than a normal period of muscular contraction
The pressure is then suddenly released when the upper esophageal sphincter
relaxes resulting in the expulsion of gastric contents. Individuals
may experience pain in those muscles for a few days
Another possible nuclear terrorism threat is devices designed
to disperse radioactive materials over a large area using conventional explosives,
called dirty bombs. The detonation of a "dirty bomb" would not cause a
nuclear explosion, nor would it release enough radiation to kill
or injure a lot of people
The collapse of the Soviet Union has given rise to the possibility that former
Soviet nuclear weapons might become available on the black market
so-called 'loose nukes'. While no warheads are known to have been mislaid,
it has been alleged that at least some
very small or suitcase-size bombs might be unaccounted for
Various scientists and authors, such as Carl Sagan,
predicted massive, possibly life ending destruction of the earth
as the result of such a conflict. Cold War themes in art. He worried that
younger writers were too preoccupied with questions like "When will I be blown up?"
The Hertzsprung–Russell diagram is a scatter graph of stars showing
the relationship between the stars' absolute magnitudes or luminosities
versus their spectral types or classifications and effective temperatures
Hertzsprung–Russell diagrams are not pictures or maps of the locations
of the stars. Rather, they plot each star on a graph measuring the
star's absolute magnitude or brightness against its temperature and colour
In artistic renderings, the surrounding constellations
are sometimes related to Orion: he is depicted standing next to the
river Eridanus with his two hunting dogs Canis Major and Canis Minor,
fighting Taurus the bull. He is sometimes depicted hunting Lepus the hare.
and sometimes with a lion's hide in his hand
a full-scale nuclear war could potentially bring about
the extinction of the human race
the fantasy of living through one’s own death
7.02.13. © Lizarikk
a hallebard consists of an axe blade topped
with a spike mounted on a long shaft. It has a hook
or thorn on the back side of the axe
blade for grappling mounted combatants
its point was also able to push back approaching horsemen
as was the hook opposite the axe head,
which could be used to pull horsemen to the ground.
halberds were reinforced with metal rims over the shaft
the blame ... holding off the wolf with a cutting wire
when you don't know what you're doing
at the mercy of pretty hearts
I reach up my hands
please please help me to run
at the end of the day you're on your own on the cold cold floor
sound of the iron door
clang
just give me something real for bread
I don't mind if you sauce it up
just gimme something real
agonised primeval howl followed by
running gasping for breath
4.02.13. © Lizarikk
the Lassen Peak
eruption devastated the
surroundings volcanic ash raining
down miles around one of the most powerful
explosions sometimes built on the craters of former
eruptions lava domes can produce violent episodes of highly
viscous layers. Sometimes breaking open an old crater injecting
water vapour pulverised rock and pumice into the stratosphere
chemical reactions that increase the earths albedo particles
of red hot meteorite can be dangerous to aircraft burning
holes in the body the volcanic ash drawing up more
heat from the earth overheating the atmosphere
volcanistic mantle plumes rising up as hot
spots magma from the core deep in
the earth sometimes where
tectonic plates are in
collision
1.44AM 18.08.12. © Lizarikk
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volcanic
earthquakes
occur when magma
is injected or withdrawn
from fissures if this is sustained
can produce alot of earthquakes and volcanic
tremor crystals form in the chamber and
volatile compounds precipitate into
bubbles. When pressure reaches
a critical value volatile
magma breaches the
chambers roof
© Lizarikk 17.08.12. , 22.53you know and I literally gave myself a second degree burn after writing that see if we can hit the eschar some other time
22.16, 18.08.12.
misc words
sardonic sharp acerbic arrogant biting bitter carping caustic cynical derisive disrespectful evil irascible mean mocking mordant nasty offensive keen salty satirical scorching scornful smart-alecky sneering taunting cunning harsh sniper scathing severe biting
one resident
said she was struck as she
told police they were not entitled to
break down fences, which are legal. Supporters have set
fire to a caravan placed across the street. Our entire community
is being ripped apart. Police breached the perimeter. Bailiffs
violated the court order and used sledgehammers to smash
through the walls "Fuck the police, no justice,
no peace!" Supporters quickly erected
barricades inside the site as
police held the line,
moving in on the
rear area
three people
were said to be preparing to
chain themselves to the gate by their necks,
and two cars and a former Russian military vehicle have
been moved into place as obstacles. Police used Tasers on
protesters and rocks were hurled at police. Those
who chained themselves to barricades were
forcibly removed moving to a squalid
site at nearby Gardiners Way
Resistance to the manager
plan built up quickly
smouldering like
a powder keg
23.38, 2.01.13.
© Lizarikk
could she not settle down with one of these guyssssss ....
brandishing those hats
don't you realise how lucky you are young lady ...
Im the mummy Im in charge ...
to have and to hold
( him out loud ) oh shit what the fuck am I doing ...
help Im drowwwwwning ...
well thanks very mooch you feel trapped you ... how dyou think i feel about the interrogations ... Jerry do you know ...
to love honour and obey
ahhhhh
eh ang on an minute what do youuu meeeean ob-eh ...
obey im do yous have any idea what he dooos
its difficult enooof standing ooop to the cooont as it is ...
( liverpuddlian )
obey im ourra here
ill see youuu later in the pub ...
obey ...
she stomps off
a series of about 12 programmes trying to get her through the wedding ... again ... what with the objections from their various ex partners and stuff ...
people raising legal issues ...
12 weddings and a... bahmitzvah ?
12.02.13. 4.49am © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
Sunday, 17 February 2013
15.13
I do ...
ok but how do you really feel though ...
I feel like fucking shit
well having spent a million pounds on ornaments you may as well fork out another fifty to sit down with the Reverend Springer here ...
clapperboard
in front of the congregation why not ...
**********
voice from the back
ere Rev ... I'm not too sure about this myself cus if his mates get together with her mates theres gonna be a right ole rook on the green ...
19.02.13. ,, 13.30
and they never apollygised for what they said to my auntie Connie back in the 80s
complacent um face
14.22
I had to run
with it
with it
the chord was
twisted ... I wanna
hiss you ... lets go in
there ... the sky is rocking
and theres no way out ... the
clouds are blowing backwards
the end of time has just begun
for real have i vanished
a missing person
I don't even know why
they wanted me ...
why they wanted me for ...
for real am I lost on the wrong road
on the wrong foot
an you'll never reach me no no
you'll never find me no
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14.13
wind me up
Im climbing the wall
gotta wind me before i fall
i don't mind i don't mind ...
your heart is so transparent ...
lets put something else in there
give it a workout ...
s'ok my beds strong enough
to be a trampoline
so lets not do it
lets not do it tonight ...
a na na na
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5.10am
I wrote it
over a cup of mist
Im a morning
stirred in some whipped double dream
a sliver of shadow shaved
like raw chocolate
17.02.13.© Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
14.06
I just wanted
something a bit more
you know under the skin ...
16.02.13. © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
I pushed him
down the stairs ...
it surprised him he said
lucky i didn't break his spine
he wouldn't let me get to his friend ...
I climbed out of an upper window
and swung down the gutter
you know that feeling like you're flying
doing things you oughta not
you hear something crack
when you hit the ground and feel no pain
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