Friday, 5 October 2012




10.46am 4.10.12. 

grotesque, hideous, ill-favored, monstrous, unappealing, unattractive, unbeautiful, uncomely, unhandsome, unlovely, unpleasing, unpretty, unsightly, vile


and you could flesh it out with wallpaper
and hang new pictures on it and stuff
in fact I thought they sitted well
in the new jacket ... 

I only
smiled at him ...
just aware there was
something firm and hard there 
and I transferred my feelings onto it ... 



9.08am, 4.10.12. © Lizarikk/ 15.31/ 20.29, 5.10.12. 
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which appears as a system mass like a compressed spring slightly 
more massive than before,energy, activity, operation, the 
ability of a  system to work on other systems work 
being a force acting over a distance, length 
of space energy equals the ability to 
exert pulls or pushes against the 
basic forces of nature along 
a path of a certain 
length in time


how
much matter
is changed into 
different types of 
energy and work, energy
is a scalar physical quantity
in joules kilowatt hours or kilocals
converting into units of work defined as
forces and the distances they act through … 

energy is not always stored in matter … it may 
be kinetic or electromagnetic … it is created 
when a moving particle interacts with its 
field … the new position of particles
must be held by a different type
of force or the configuration
will be pulling or pushing
the particle backwards a 
kind of reconfigured
energy stored in 
the force field
as potential 



20.39, 2.10.12. © Lizarikk
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not sure anyone could hit the 
back of the stomach 
quite like that ... 


2.10.12. , 19.10, © Lizarikk


    so does 
    sex make art 
    not necessarily
    it can be quite ugly ...




- - - in view of the
unpredictable nature of the animals it may be that a purely scientific
approach to economics has not worked - - - hence my attempt to
recruit people into poetry - - - also having expounded at length
on the topic of hysteresis you now want to wipe the slate clean
of historical transferences which are meant to double turn - - -
admittedly I did nearly crash the car on that occasion but it was 
worth the £36 billion McCartney and co tried to rival - - - 


© Lizarikk  2.10.12. 





in fact a retro percussion from south USA ... skiffle bands 
or spasm juke ... clashing with cymbals ... the hot and 
soapy water squeezed against the ridged surface  
… where the ridges and corrugations for the 
clothing to be rubbed the energy of 
wooden and fluted metal ... that 
sounds like a washboard 
what is this bubble 
music ... 




13.14, 6.10.12. © Lizarikk

I mean 
I just had to 
grab all my belongings
and shove them in the light boat ... 




22.28, 6.10.12.  © Lizarikk


cauterized bodiless, discarnate, discorporate, ethereal,, incorporeal, metaphysical, spiritual,unbodied, uncorporal, unembodied, circuitous, coiled, convoluted, labyrinthine, meandering, tortuous, turning, twisting, whorled, winding, zigzag serotonin parabolic spiral thunking



© Lizarikk 00.21, 7.10.12. / 1.57am



11.59am , 7.10.12./ 8.10.12. 20.03







snuff movie

almost like a sharp pain ...
the veneration ... 

I never
heard them speak
like they do about Lily 
that gasp of speechlessness
as they remember the dark hit ... 



19.59, 8.10.12. © Lizarikk/ 00.17, 9.10.12. , 12.37



not sure 
if I was the 
lizard a march hair 
the walrus the eaglet or the 
jabberwocky furious rath, slithy toes 
twisty the snick a vorpal love tong shadow 
of the wabe jub jub bird gibberish burbled gyre





© Lizarikk 00.11am, 10.10.12.




















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10.10.12., 11.08am 


drafts,  bitter theobroma



a variety of distilled 
opiate


I didn't 
know you could
rattle teacups with four
different shades of coca the
nectaropetalum spirits were warm 




did you hear that 

theres 
this dreadful 
goatsucker screaming outside 




2.21, 10.10.12.   © Lizarikk



I choked
convulsively 
like one who swallowed
too much water at the last gasp





20.52, 10.10.12. © Lizarikk 

  


involuntary
lateral flapping with 
the arms the head tilted 
back not consciously meditated … 
mouth open , eyes glassy without focus
hyperventilating her movements ineffective
she tries to roll over the movement of her arms

and legs uncontrollable … barely out of the water
latent hypoxia upon surfacing partial pressure 
in the lungs drops below the blackout 
threshold as it decreases on the 
ascent. In most victims the 
laryngospasm relaxes 
after passing
out 

causing 
a wet drowning
or sometimes waits
for the cardiac arrest
that is called dry drowning
Drowning is not always highly 
visible behaviour with shouting
abrupt and violent movements like
splashing waving and visible distress
the instinctive drowning response can be
quite muffled noiseless with subtle movement



© Lizarikk 10.10.12., 23.19

more on drowning

http://jupitersterrain5.blogspot.co.uk/2012/08/misc-3-if-youre-in-performing-arts-you.html

drafts



I mean Im quite vocal of my appreciation doesnt mean I want 
gatecrashing thugs. After I stopped feeling 
my self conscious ... 



those 
spirits birthed
an atmosphere like 
from childhood you know
trees growing indoors theres this 
warm orangey colour and greens and the 
dark shadowy creatures climbing on the walls ...



contorted algospasm paroxysm frothing cramp fit throe flutter



hypnotic trance: abstraction, catalepsy, catatonia, coma, daze, dream, ecstasy, glaze, insensibility, muse, rapture, reverie, spell, stupor, transfixture, unconsciousness, silent convulsive twitchings, 
scallop, narcotic

transfixion: ache, blow, gash, hurt, incision, jab, jag, pang, piercing, prick, puncture, rent, stick, thrust, transfixion , twinge, wound

brain damage I think is what I was looking for
you know like when a body slides 
down the glass 




  23.35, 11.10.12. © Lizarikk/ 12.14pm, 12.10.12. 



















rhythmical beating impulse wave diastole sustellein pulsational throb 

drafts 

really 
has got big 
eyes almost deer like 
yet uncompromising and there 
is someone else under the persona ...

concentric circles heartbeat pulsing below ...
flashing lights sirens horn getting 
louder nearing the crash ...
apparently the officers
were boggle eyed
with their eyes
hanging out



18.32, 13.10.12. © Lizarikk


















Leader-assisted séances are generally conducted by small groups of people, with participants seated around a table in a dark or semi-dark room. The leader is typically asserted to be a medium and he or she may go into a trance that theoretically allows the spirits to communicate through his or her body, conveying messages to the other participants. Other modes of communication may also be attempted, including psychography or automatic writing, numbered raps, levitation of the table or of spirit trumpets

This is the type of séance that is most often the subject of shock and scandal when it turns out that the leader is practicing some form of stage magic illusion or using mentalism tricks. Sometimes only two people are involved, and they may be using the séance as a way to test their understanding of the boundaries between reality and the paranormal


Bibles specifically forbids contact with spirits. They claim that this is a common trick used on occasions such to scare the people present at sleepover parties 


"Spirit trumpets" were horn-shaped speaking tubes that were said to magnify the whispered voices of spirits to audible range. "Spirit cabinets" were portable closets into which mediums were placed, often bound with ropes, in order to prevent them from manipulating the various aforementioned tools




Wikipedia 13.10.12., 20.07pm
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drafts

and which is better


sometimes the drill the mining ecstatic 
the giving and taking of orgone  
rubbing out the line between 
life and death

these 
creatures
look a bit more 
voodoo-ish not really 
bad just like they mean business 
why am I pulling a snake out of my mouth 




1.53am, 16.10.12. © Lizarikk








Beginning in 1924 Reich published a series of papers on the idea of "orgastic potency," the ability to release the emotions from the muscles and lose the self in an uninhibited orgasm, an idea that Freud came to call Willhelm Reich's "Steckenpferd" (hobby horse). Reich argued that psychic health and the ability to love depended on orgastic potency.He wrote: "It is not just to fuck ... not the embrace in itself, not the intercourse. It is the real emotional experience of the loss of your ego, of your whole spiritual self."He argued that orgastic potency was the goal of character analysis. Sharaf writes that, whereas Reich's work on character was well received by the psychoanalytic community, his work on orgastic potency was unpopular within psychoanalysis from the start, and was later met with ridicule



8.57am, 16.10.12. Wiki 


continued

http://jupitersterrain5.blogspot.co.uk/2012/08/misc-3-if-youre-in-performing-arts-you.html



Believers in Odic force said that it is visible in total darkness as colored auras surrounding living things, crystals, and magnets, but that viewing it requires hours first spent in total darkness, and only very sensitive people have the ability to see it


14.38, 16.10.12. 




fever

shivering abnormal posturing disconjugate gaze seizures
coma painful spasms Decreased consciousness Significant 
weakness such that the person is unable to walk. Two 
or more convulsions Low blood pressure Breathing 
problems. Circulatory shock or with a coma 
that lasts longer than 30 minutes after 
a seizure Irritability Convulsions 
Dehydration Hallucinations 
Confusion



© Lizarikk 3.13am, 17.10.12. 


23.55, 17.10.12. Wiki

Traditionally, the most common dowsing rod is a branch from a tree or bush. Some dowsers prefer branches from particular trees, and some prefer the branches to be freshly cut. Hazel twigs in Europe and witch-hazel in the United States are traditionally commonly chosen, as are branches from peach trees. The two ends on the forked side are held one in each hand with the third (the stem of the "Y") pointing straight ahead. Often the branches are grasped palms down. The dowser then walks slowly over the places where he suspects the target (for example, minerals or water) may be, and the dowsing rod supposedly dips, inclines or twitches when a discovery is made


Dowsing is a type of divination employed in attempts to locate ground water, buried metals or ores, gemstones, oil, gravesites, and many other objects and materials, as well as so-called currents of earth radiation (Ley lines)

Dowsing as practiced today may have originated in Germany during the 15th century, when it was used to find metals. As early as 1518 Martin Luther listed dowsing for metals as an act that broke the first commandment (i.e., as occultism). The 1550 edition of Cosmographia contains a woodcut of a dowser with forked rod in hand walking over a cutaway image of a mining operation. The rod is labelled "Virgula Divina – Glück rüt" "Wünschelrute"

In 1662 dowsing was declared to be "superstitious, or rather satanic" though he later noted that he wasn't sure that the devil was always responsible for the movement of the rod. In the South of France in the 17th Century it was used in tracking criminals and heretics

Traditionally, the most common dowsing rod is a branch from a tree or bush. Some dowsers prefer branches from particular trees, and some prefer the branches to be freshly cut. Hazel twigs in Europe and witch-hazel in the United States are traditionally commonly chosen, as are branches from peach trees. The two ends on the forked side are held one in each hand with the third (the stem of the "Y") pointing straight ahead. Often the branches are grasped palms down. The dowser then walks slowly over the places where he suspects the target (for example, minerals or water) may be, and the dowsing rod supposedly dips, inclines or twitches when a discovery is made






orgone
is the experience
of losing your ego your
whole self. St Elmos fire and
the energy of chlorophyll are other
examples, Reich claimed that this energy
could be effective against fascism … similarly
a mesmeric state based on magnetic fluid reported
trembling trances and seizures … Mesmer suggested the 
idea of animal magnetism referring to some interpersonal
effects of reciprocal influence or entanglement, another
ethereal medium … or raw charisma … the anti entropic
principle creative substrata, the odic force … like
luminiferous ether but more of living energy … 
creating macroscopic structures and even
galaxies … there is no empirical 
support for these theories
or proof of organic 
potency … 





00.17, 18.10.12. © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved



the lost spirits
in the haunted
ship have nowhere
else to go in harbours
built for this world

under little curling cliffs
with tufts of shiny black
grass. the wimpering of 
puppies' paws will
break my soul 


19.01.12. © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved






falling
back up the 
rabbit hole I notice
the shelves are lined with
little scrolls. Liveried footmen
hurry up the banistairs with todays amends

Im looking for the one with my name
on it and what is says is _ _ _ _ 



13.18, 18.10.12., © Lizarikk












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