that 
sea monster
wants hacking 
down ... maybe some 
of the pieces could be fried ...  




10.28am , 7.10.12. © Lizarikk

hydra, leviathan, snark








wheres my wethaurus
jus pretend ... 

in a 
different place
the cartoon flames 
licked their way up my back 
just a pretend one I broke out in a 
toy rash with red ants marching all over me

nothing much to worry about ... I jus 
trod on a trip wire thas all ... just 
blew me up but it doesnt 
rally matter ... 

8.44am, 22.08.12. © Lizarikk

shutting 
the curtains 
helped ... that one 
was like a blow torch ... 




10.31am, 16.09.12. © Lizarikk


with this palette you can
make a drug 

and I 
feel like Im
pregnant with feeling ... 


11.12am 17.09.12. © Lizarikk, 18.09.12. 10.32am 

bead bubble drop droplet particle pearl pellet droplet blob bean bubble dab dot driblet drop globule grain particle pea pellet pill shot speck spherule stone blob ball bead blot blotch bubble dab daub dot droplet glob globule splash splotch big blue marble circle globe globule orb pellet pill planet rondure round droplet bead globule tear driblet bit dash drip drop droplet globule hint little morsel particle pinch smidgen speck sprinkling tear

13.52, 17.09.12. © Lizarikk 1.10am, 18.09.12.


Taking down a building is an excellent way for a worker to learn how to put a building up. This is vital for the economic recovery of inner-city communities. Unskilled and low-skilled workers can receive on-the-job training in use of basic carpentry tools and techniques, problem-solving and critical thinking 

As anaerobic microorganisms decompose this wood, it will release about five million tons of carbon equivalent in the form of methane gas Non-structural deconstruction, also known as “soft-stripping”, consists of reclaiming non-structural components

The building is pulled down either manually or mechanically using large hydraulic equipment: elevated work platforms, cranes, excavators or bulldozers. Larger buildings may require the use of a wrecking ball, a heavy weight on a cable that is swung by a crane into the side of the buildings. Wrecking balls are especially effective against masonry

Newer methods may use rotational hydraulic shears and silenced rock-breakers attached to excavators to cut or break through wood, steel, and concrete. The use of shears is especially common when flame cutting would be dangerous. Crane mounted demolition balls are rarely used within demolition due to the uncontrollable nature of the swinging ball



19.37, 18.09.12. Wiki
http://jupitersterrain5.blogspot.co.uk/2012/08/in-different-place-
cartoon-flames.html 
********

funny when you spent all
day trying ... 

you
didn't hear
me screaming
when I opened myself
inside out for you I just felt
so alone like I didn't exist at all ... 



1.43am, 19.09.12. © Lizarikk 

a case of exposed
innards 

hacking 
down the layers 
of me the weeds of card
punching his way through ... 
tears at surplus packaging gack 

smoking the smell of burning flesh  
drop of black oil slowly hanging 
something so pure and uncut

the burn of concentrated 

heart hands of spirit 

touch the pain

torching it

down  

like 
branded
when you touch 
me a four degree burn
that stamps the shape of 
your hands in charcoal embers
the melting metal running in my vein




00.00. 20.09.12. © Lizarikk , 20.09.12.,  9.13am 
 

names for new drugs brainstorm ... 

sensitilia, O-tryptophan, noradrenocybin, serotopamine, serotopium, cocatonin , moodie paint, cocabis , dopium, dopaminium ,  psychocybin, lysergic acid trithilamide , oestrominium ,  cokium,



11.12, 23.09.12.© Lizarikk 14.39, 26.09.12. 13.31

and then 
I happened ...  
my pregnant heart
weighs a ton ... its renewed
heartbeat pounding like a bass vibes 
tickle like sandpaper its muscle a new swing 



17.55, 23.09.12. © Lizarikk

and the sheer extent of it 

it surprises me when he turns me on 
you really bug me like a pony
that stupid cap gun 

I hate
it when 
theres bangers
going off underfoot
and the broken glass bottles
florid ember really irritating right pain 




19.26, 24.09.12. © Lizarikk  25.09.12. , 26.09.12. 21.21  






A percussion instrument is a musical instrument that is sounded by being struck or scraped by a beater (including attached or enclosed beaters or rattles), or struck, scraped or rubbed , or struck against another similar instrument

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Percussion_instrument


Idiophones produce sounds through the vibration of their entire body. Examples of idiophones:
Bock-a-da-bock Celesta Chimes Cowbell  Crash cymbals  Flexatone Güiro  Hi-hat  Quadrangularis Reversum   Singing bowls Slit drum   Steelpan   Suspended cymbal   Tongue drums   Triangle Vibraphone Vibraslap   Wood bl
ock Xylophone
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not the usual reasons trotted out ... the thunder we made the 
covet of thieves and pimps ... 

why would you sleep with your boss? the intimacy of a shared purpose ... the 'chemistry of the band' the emotionality of the creative process the long hours and confidences ... the feeling of being part of a family .... the fear and adrenaline on the cutting edge ...  




12.37, 27.09.12.   © Lizarikk

I like 
this anti romance
thing where he just starts
talking bluntly about himself
you know and not about me ... reminds
me of the boyfriends I had in childhood ... 

  


19.26, 28.09.12.  © Lizarikk 
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two songs ripping each 
other to pieces ... 


this 
bonfire
night feels like 
alot of hair pulling ...




13.51, 30.09.12. © Lizarikk

and 
then he 
turned me 
into lyrics till 
there was nothing left 




23.58, 1.09.12.  © Lizarikk

it really
is like a bat
out of hell ... this
black thing falls from 
a great height leaving you 
splattered all over the place like tar  ... 



17.19, 5.10.12.© Lizarikk

my last thought as 

I drift away why did I take 

that short cut over the meadow

mausoleum of silver whispers

that dusts my spirit with 

the weeds of memory a 

scarecrow strands of straw

entwined in my burnt psyche

I greet the damp sunrise with 

synthetic whispers their

covert lines eternally 

repeating chorus of sadness
ringing round and round
as I plunder my field
of brassica napus 

© Lizarikk 10.54am 8.10.12./ 14.47

deserve

actually 

have been a right royal

pain and should be shredded and then

cremate

3.51am , 30.09.12. © Lizarikk

bang go the worldly desires in the box a marching
feel in the chant introducing the heartache 
theme about solid but nasty guitar
chord to listen without 
thinking 

driving 
drums deep
contrabass riffs 
of throbbing strings



12.03, 18.09.12. © Lizarikk
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the jinking
fire licked up 
the desert grass
jumping gaps in the 
river … propagating an
ignition in the combusted 
material … series of random 
slips, turns, dives and waggles 
using a craft's control stick and a
etheric rudder breaks the targeting 
lock, the enemy pilot still in position 
forced to concentrate on viable shooting  
becoming less aware of his surroundings … his 
target fixation leaves it vulnerable to other prey … 

the pressure waves from the stern travel at the speed 
of sound … forcing the waves together the waves 
are trapped merging into a single shock at 
1000 km/h. Sin = v sound / v object so 
the faster it goes the more pointed 
the cone … crack of a supersonic 
bullet passing overhead at the 
peak over pressure making 
impulsive thunder boom 
pulling up it's swept
backwards hitting
the ground in 
front of the
aircraft 




9.04am, 13.09.12. © Lizarikk 


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A wildfire is any uncontrolled fire in combustible vegetation that occurs in the countryside or a wilderness area. Other names such as brush fire, bushfire, forest fire, desert fire, grass fire, hill fire, peat fire, vegetation fire, and veldfire may be used to describe the same phenomenon depending on the type of vegetation being burned. A wildfire differs from other fires by its extensive size, the speed at which it can spread out from its original source, its potential to change direction unexpectedly, and its ability to jump gaps such as roads, rivers and fire breaks. Wildfires are characterized in terms of the cause of ignition, their physical properties such as the effect of weather speed of propagation and the combustible material present  


Wiki 1.51am 13.09.12 


sharp chord like a shell 
of bright hues 

that 

fresh morning

you were talking about

was at night there were huge

dewy leaves in here of forest green

I was living in a wood of living music 

that crisp sound we could hear from such 

a distance no distance at all … this a living 

life we made a tangerine with the laurel leaves 

geranium, ginseng make another psychedelic

trip the sound a dark sap dripping from the

foliage the berries of a love like fun and 

the brilliance concentrated in your 

songs make innocent laughter

again when I thought was 

dead you the living 

creator of the 

new world

14.14, 12.09.12 , 23.41

drafts


a soulgasm
of fire like how 
it drivels and stutters ... 

splutters ... fizz flare froth hiss
woosh buzz bristle sibilate fulminate


12.49, 13.09.12  © Lizarikk

The dagger is symbolically ambiguous. It may be associated with deception, stealth, and/or treachery due to the ease of concealment and surprise that someone could inflict with one on an unsuspecting victim, and indeed many assassinations have been carried out with the use of a dagger, including that of Julius Caesar. A cloak and dagger attack is one in which a deceitful, traitorous, or concealed enemy attacks a person




Wiki 19.11, 13.09.12.

the clouds
have made pale
gold surreal dagger forms
that look like a permanent fixture

20.06, 13.09.12.  
















after I 
stop crying
you appeared by 
the bed and showed
me you were a person ...
in fact you threw yourself
down next to me making jest



20.05, 14.09.12.